a nostalgic reflect..

I wonder what next day in day out..
this feild and project tension is gettin to me at times, i do nothing yet freak my tiny head off with worries .
The thoutgh of the life beyond this fun , studnet ..college life is weird...infact something that hasn't sunk in even now.
The diffenrent people i have met , the thing i learned will always be with me... Tru it hasn't been the most amazin of journeys, emeshed with its share of turns and twist like any bollywood potboiler from in and out depressive thouts to trips whihc were truly out of the world fun.
Having said that ..i think its more to do with nostalgia of these journey coming to an end..that one begins to see all the gud .The fear of unknown that i carry with me and also the thought "
will we always think abt today like we think abt now..???
will thoughts of this present time bring in more smiles to think of sometime in future...or will it all be a very silly phase one's glad to be over with ?"
fArewell's on in 3 days and the horrible day i had today made me think i dun wanna go...(fisrt time i felt i wanna miss sumthing like this..:) but then i asked myself the question as asked by my frend's bro.."think will you remember thes projects or fields more , or the people and times spent hanging out.." .My choices will determine that i guess..
(anywys for now i just hope to survive these submissions , the craziness, the depression , the stress and still be alive & kicking)
..A soulful journey thru this passage of time ...it will pass i gues even this phase but the question stil lingers on of memory , of ryts n wrngs n emotions most of all
for time never holds stil nor does one's mind jumping up and down with thoughts